i m really really tired. i dunno. its wat i m feeling right now. but it might be tt later it will all come back again, and i will fail to leave this traphole once again. my emotions are brought on rollar coaster rides again and again and its hard for me to control. but i must try to.
i shud prevent myself frm thinking bt it anymore. hurting anyone is the last thing i wan to do. and i shudnt allow myself to get hurt any further. its me, in myself. why shud i allow this to happen. what is it so difficult abt moving on with life. its possible. just gimme somemore time pls. today shall be the last time ma tears drop over this.
i m fine. no worries.
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